I thought that I would be ok to see my friends today, but it simply made me feel worse and the others worse. It hurt to see them sit on the side and watch me as I was staring into space. It might be too much to expect people to ask me what’s wrong, but I really can’t demand that from everyone around me.
Work was good today though. It’s a new environment and schedule, which is like a breath of fresh air.
I became acquainted with a co-worker as well. She’s a year younger than me and full of positive energy. She talked a lot and asked me a lot of questions. I found her words really comforting.
I left work feeling better and knowing that her energy rubbed off on me.
My eyes still hurt from the accidental crying today though.